My health is not getting any better. I can’t get out of bed, as I become dizzy and lose my balance when I try to sit up. I’m losing all sensation in my legs. The only way to ease my pain, without treatment, is to stay in bed, even if that means being punished for refusing to work.
I keep explaining my unbearable health conditions to the prison administration, outlining their failure to provide sufficient access to medical care. When I have asked the administration to be transferred to another prison, in the hope of better access to treatment, the response has been that I won’t receive better care elsewhere and that it is not up to me to decide which prison I want to live in.
In September 2021, I was sent back to the second prison where I was previously incarcerated. I have been placed in solitary confinement several times for refusing to provide a urine sample. By my count, I have spent 33 days in isolation, to date. The incessant noise in solitary confinement heightens the psychological stress of isolation and prevents me from sleeping.
Any prisoner sanctioned for a disciplinary incident has a three-day window after initially receiving the sanction to appeal this decision with the legal service. Prison management never gave me the documents I needed to appeal in time, and the guards claimed not to have them, when I complained. By the time I finally received the documents, the deadline for appeal had already passed. After five days in solitary confinement, you are forbidden to have any contact with the outside world, including visits, letters and parcels.
My detention conditions have altered my life significantly. At 43 years old, I can’t sit down for half an hour without unbearable pain in my head, neck and back. I’m constantly dizzy. I spend 22 hours a day in bed.
I can’t do anything, not for myself nor anyone else. The prison medical service refuses to let me see a doctor or receive specialist treatment. I’m cast aside, as if I don’t matter.
Incarceration deprives me of my freedom, but it shouldn’t deprive me of my rights. My time in detention demonstrates how the prison administration diverts attention away from any violations that occur. I never would have thought such inhuman treatment was possible before entering the hell that is the Swiss prison system.